Rainy comfort

I love the rain; I really do...
These two days have been raining for the whole day...

Typically I would rejoice and clap my hands, shouting in glee
But these two days, I have been bogged down by my work anxieties and worries that I didn't even feel so happy about the rain; though sometimes I do feel comforted that God is trying to cheer me up as well.

At the same time, I also felt reminded of my big storm that I am going through at the moment and I felt down with the weather as well...

I am confused right?

Should I feel happy or should I sigh along with the rain?
I know I should choose the happy note, but as long as my issue is not over, I can't truly be all happy yet....