When justice speaks...

I believe in justice; I do...really.
I always believed that justice will be done eventually....because good always triumphs over evil.

It may take some time, but the Judgment will always come and everyone will be meted their rightful punishment or if they have been good, only reward awaits them.

Some may tell me that this is wishful thinking, but I still hold on firm to this dear belief, despite being in a superficial and nasty world out there.

It is known that things can be unfair all the time, but I still believe that it is a matter of time before justice can truly triumph.

For those of you whom I have confided in over the past few months, you probably know a little here and there about my predicament at dealing with a certain individual who have posed certain threat to me.
Sometimes I feel like history has indeed repeated itself; I never wanted to harm or sabotage anyone at all at work or in anything I do...I don't even want to harm an ant or an insect sometimes.

However, it is inevitable that when you don't want to find trouble, trouble comes for you.
It's really sad sometimes, and I know some people do it out of insecurity, But, this is a BIG BUT, don't they think of how they could hurt others in the process as well?

I know that sometimes we need to be selfish, but not to the extent of posing threats and harm to others.
I feel revolted when I look at all the superficial and fake laughs and handshakes being passed around.
As if you could pretend that nothing had happened?

Last week, I felt that justice has spoken; not in a big way but rather, in just a small way but enough to make me leap back into the stronghold of my faith that Justice truly does exist.

I have wanted to be a lawyer at some point; well, something that just crossed my mind. It's probably due to how I've wanted to fight and help people who are being bullied by the ones in wealth and power who could buy justice.
Yeah, it sounded noble? Well, some say I may be stupid for not thinking of financial benefits before I do that...
It was the same with my initial ambition of being a doctor, I have always thought of helping people through the pain and their sufferings, and it does not matter who they are.
When they lie on the bed, they are just the same as everyone else and all you can see is how weak they are and it angers me sometimes when I read about how some doctors turn away their patients just because they are poor and have no money to pay for the downpayment before the hospital or the specialists agree to treat them.
The same goes for how some innocents could be convicted of a crime which they did not even lift a finger to do it...
I can't say much now, since I am neither a doctor or a lawyer right? I don't want to pass judgment on anyone or anything pertaining to the two fields...

I know, life is full of injustice...and it is just everywhere, whether we like it or not and I am constantly in this push and pull situation.
I felt that I am suffocating in a world of pretense and fictitious people; beings who can stab you in the back and yet put their arms around you to hug you a few seconds later.

It is just so disgusting sometimes!

Well, I was pleased with something which happened last week...and I felt that I was not alone in a warring battle, where I used to think I only have one comrade.
Turns out, unexpectedly, I actually have more than one comrades...some are generals and lieutenants even!
I am happy, but I can't share much here....well, it's just something personal...and I still want to contain that excitement and happiness because I do not want to jinx it..

You know what they say when you speak too soon, and never count your eggs before they are hatched..

I don't hope for a glorious victory; but it suffices that there is a tiny speck of justice after all...and I must thank those little gifts sent by God to comfort me...

Justice does exist...and it will prevail... =)