Sick and Tired

I have complained so much recently on my blogs
They seem to emit so much of negativity

I don't even like it myself

I feel so sick and tired lately

Everything seems to go wrong

I want to resume to my positive voices

It's really depressing when I feel depressed
I don't want to!!

Yet at the same time, circumstances push me to the negative edge
It's just so frustrating

I shall not let myself be controlled by them anymore
I must regain my energy and fight back!