Friday, September 04, 2009

Verbally outgoing

I was already planning to ignore most of things
I didn't want to bother anymore
I was thinking of shutting my mouth up when they act concerned

I think I am just verbal as I could not help it to voice out my opinions when I am asked
I am not one to keep quiet when there's injustice or when there are issues which require attention

I find it hard to just keep poised and act like all's normal and smile about it when there are clearly things which bother me and also people working with me in the same team
I had to bring it out
For the best of everyone

Am I just being too verbal sometimes?

My 2nd-level boss

My boss is up here again this week; well, technically, yesterday was his last day:)

We had a short meeting; discussion on projects and private discussion on performance, etc.

Hmmm...I think it didn't go too bad though...I think there's good news even =)

I am Happiee....it was indeed a great Friday, finally, after all the months I have worked and have had crappy Fridays which left me wondering why do these people love to torment you on the days when you're happiest most:(

Finally, it was a great great Friday, TGIF *LOUD*

*smiles*

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Old friends...

Recently I have been contacted by a lot of old friends, who have dropped by to say hi or somehow, just found me through Facebook.
Some were even long lost classmates and friends whom I have not heard of in years!

The other day, I even bumped into my ex-boss and also received an email from another ex-boss!
(It's not that I have changed lots of jobs before, it's just that I happen to report to a lot of bosses..LOL!)

Surprisingly, all these brought a pleasant feeling to my heart...I felt loved and remembered by so many people.
It is true that sometimes we should not despair over a small bunch of people who do not value or appreciate your existence and forget about the bigger bunch who truly cared and love you.

I felt that despite the rough time I am going through at work now, I felt so warm and so treasured by the many friends, relatives, acquaintances and family members which made me feel so important.

I guess, in a way, it's a feeling that God wanted me to feel; to know that HE is also always there for me and that I have plenty of love around.

At the same time, I am already learning to let go and to ignore things which can cause misery.
Perhaps it's a form of compensation that I am truly and fully appreciated by the world out there.

So what if there are crappy people who just wants to make my life hell?
I have a larger paradise of angels and saints who are just out there to make my life seems like heaven:)

It's amazing how this works....friends, families who can just make your world a better place to work in:)

At the same time, I was just wondering, am I that bad at keeping in touch with people?
I thought I was pretty good....hahaha, was:p